i think i'll entitle this entry "the friend zone." the "friend zone" is an area that i keep finding myself in. you all know what i'm talking about. one day you're talking to someone...maybe you sense some mutual interest. however somehow too much time passes...both parties get comfortable....and *baM* all of the sudden she can't see you as anything but a friend. *baM* all chances of a relationship are gone with the wind. out like shout. you get the point.

anyway, somehow i always seem to end up in this zone. i don't know why this happens. is it cuz i'm too nice and girls just like to go out with a**holes? or maybe i'm just a really good friend...too good of a friend to risk getting into a relationship with. anyway i guess this isn't something that i should complain about...after all nice guys finish first right? or was it last...hmm oh well
okay enough being mopey smurf for now :p.
in other news, school is good..my classes should be cake this semester, and it looks like i might be doing some really interesting research. (well interesting to me at least ;P)
my car needs to be washed :(.
hmm haven't done a list for awhile.
so here's a list of my favorite r&b songs for today:
1) Maxwell - Lifetime (thanX guad...this song is da SheeeeeeeeZ)
2) Pennywise - f*ck authority (ok...this isn't r&b...but it's my list dammit :p)
3) swv-right here(human nature remix) DAMN this is a CLASSIC.
4) les nubians - princesses nubians (i have no idea what they're saying...but this song is SEXXAY)
5) hi-5, i can't wait another minute (hey..it's #5...gotta put hi-5 in :p besides this is a damn classic.)

ok thassit for now....pS...gotta send a shout to my homegirl guaddddddddddddddddddd a lupe...guad guad a lupe........for cheerin me up tonight. thanx guad...ur da sheeez...u know i love ya :)

well...school is starting today :(. my first class begins in about 30 minutes. i got parking as soon as i drove into the lot, and got to CSUN about an hour early. that's amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazing. :p
i don't know if i like being back here....it's good to be back in school. but it's also really hot here. i think i'd rather be wasting away at work. or playing counterstrike. but then again, it's always good to learn, and i genuinely enjoy what i am studying, so that's a definite plus for being back at school.
in other news...those of you who are suffering music withdrawal in this post-napster world can rejoice. uGo has listed and reviewed a bunch of napster alternatives. check it out =). ok time to go to class. peaCe.
ps. did i mention that some co-workers and I made 10 gallons of chili this weekend for a chilicookoff? it was yummy.

so i'm back in LA now =). It feels good to be home, but I still miss hawai'i and all the friends that I made. (how cheezy does that sound?
instead of rambling on and on about how awesome my trip was or wasn't...(which i've done for about 5 days straight to anybody who will listen)....i'm just going to post this link.
remember that "stick figure theater" thing? the shockwave movie with the bad-ass fighting stick figures? well the same guy (i think) has made somewhat of a sequel..cept this time it's a game. =) check this sh*t out.
okay back to work now. peace.